keep it simple

Did I really end my relationship just like that???3 years and its over just in blink of an eye??You should have told me before I make a stupid mistake like what I just did.You keep saying that its never too late to start over but from my point of view I messed it and there is no way to turn back everything that had happen.Now you can tell me that you love me when I already hated you so much,you think its easy to forget and act like nothing has happen??I'm not like you where you just forget about everything.Three years was something not to forget just like that,I did value our relationship like a lot there is not even a day I did not think about us, what else can I do to make things better??When you ask me to give you a second chance when I'm the one should be asking you that question...you know so well that what I did was my fault not yours but yet you took the blame and trying to make things right...I think you deserve someone better then me,I hurt you when you were madly in love with me,I'm so sorry for everything.....I promise that I will try to make things right for the last time.For now I just want to keep it simple.
Thank you for everything,I did not thank you for all the things that you have done for me....

thnx guys

Today was really awesome...I may not know this niggas for a long time,but they end up being my best girl friends that I could never ask any better.These girls are different,special,crazy and awesome in their own way.Thank you guys for the awesome day out and the worst part I'm going to miss you guys badly :/

Sometimes in life, you find special friends. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friends gets you through the hard times, the sad times an the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.


-People say best friends are hard to find -- that's because the best is already mine!

Time may fade but the memories you shared will last forever ...

Slowly u start to fade away
I wan't to stay but u push me away
Maybe I was so used to have your precious time before  

Or maybe I just miss the way we used to be


Maybe your right there's no constant things here on earth except change
And now you demonstrate how its done
People comes & People go
Some of them wan't to stay but most of them just wan't to play



If your time lead me to fall in love with U
I think its your best weapon to fall me apart from U
Besides all these I wan't U to know that I'm still holding on
As what I have said I'm not giving up





Now that I found U
All i need to do is to wait for U to see me
I miss u so badly and I'm gonna miss u more
If you turn on the red light and tell me to STOP .




I'm waiting for U ...

Things To Think About:

Don't dwell on the past or think about the future.Concentrate on now.
Listen between words&think between thoughts&read between the lines&see beyond what you see.
Sometimes love means keeping your distance.
You have to be open enough to see it.
Just let go of the anger.
The person who finishes first is not always the winner.
Just say it.


You never see things so clearly as when you look back.
For everything you are willing to stand up to there is always someone willing to knock you down.
In the heat of the moment is okay to lose your head but NEVER your heart.
What once made you feel good will eventually hurt you.
No matter how bad something hurts,letting go can hurt more.
If it's not ,then nothing is nothing&anything can be anything.
Somewhere in you,you know.
Relax&let it happen.


The line between confidence & arrogance may be fine,but it is define.
Don't waste precious time on someone or something that you're not sure of.
Don't talk about forever&never say never.
Be extra careful-you want someone on your side&NOT on your back.
The last thing you say to someone may be THE LAST thing you say.
Beautiful stakes make us who we are.
Never assume.
You can't grab for the future if you're still holding on to the past.
Do you love him/her enough to let them go?
Admit what is broken&be done with it.

Sometimes you run so hard towards something that you pass by what you really want.
Where there is friction there is the potential for fire.
If you d on't know what to say then just walk away.
Sometimes your instincts know better than your intellect.
With one hand the past pulls us back&with the other one it pushes us forward.
Sometimes we have to hold on even though it's already gone.
Just because you're afraid of something does not mean you can't do it or overcome it.
Revenge is an act of passion.
Some dreams you just have to let go of.
Were you a LESSON before I began to READ you?Were you a WHERE waiting for its temporary WHEN?


Sometimes not making a decision IS making one.
Where there is nothing to be lost there is nothing to be gained.
What you can't see with your eyes you can see with your heart.

More Things To Think About

Stand your ground.
Objectivity gives you emotional distance&distance makes you feel safe.
You can't control your feelings but you can control your behaviour.
You already know the answer.
How did things get this far?
When you're too close to something,you can't see it for what it is.It takes distance to see it.
Be careful&mindful of the way you lean for one day you just might fall that way.
Failure is a result,not a cause.
Without words you say it all.
Is the truth really the truth unless it can be proven?
A lit porch may attract moths but darkness attracts all sorts of critters.
You can't take it back but you can move forward.
Be the classier person&walk away for if you wrestle with the pig you will get muddy&pigs really like that.
You can't use the past to fill in what's missing in the present.
Fool's gold comes in many forms.
To hate someone is to give them power.
To talk about someone gives them power.
Sometimes when you reach out to someone they retreat.
It takes two to create an emotional bond but only one to break it.
Sometimes the best thing you can do is to stand back&let things play out no matter how hard that may be.

Don't be too offended by someone who is openly rude to you because they may be that way for the nicest of reasons.
Sometimes it is for the best to keep your mouth shut.
People tend to run away from what they don't understand.
If you want to see the future,learn from the past.
Why do we always chase the ones that run away?
You can't move on till you figure out what happened.
Sometimes you have to lose something in order to see the value of it.
He who does not understand your silence will never understand your words.
Nothing is so strong as gentleness&nothing is as gentle as real strength.
You cannot live with regret.I know all too well it is true.
Never forget what a man says to you while he is angry.
Friendship cannot exist between a man&a woman.There is passion,love&worship but NEVER love.
Nothing comes from nothing.
Being drunk does not change who you are-it reveals it.
The ties that bind us eventually become the things we despise the most.
To love is to be on fire ,to burn.
When you have emotions you make mistakes.
You just can't keep wanting something that you know you cannot have.
Don't promise tomorrow when you can't buy back yesterday.

Some More Vital Things To Think About:

Don't hate the player hate the game.
If it is worth having,its worth fighting for.
Is it worth paying the prophets to justify the reasons?
Sometimes the best gain is to lose.
Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it's not there.
Today is the tomorrow you worried about yeaterday.
Satan trembles when he seea the weakest saint on his knees.
Don't chase me unless you're willing to catch me.
When is it gonna be enough?How close do you have to get?
The more you know the more you don't know.
Things go wrong.You cannot explain it or predict it.
You've got to move on.You can't keep living in the past.You need to look in front of you&see all you've got.
What does not exist cannot hurt you.
A fool doesn't see the same tree that a wise man sees.
When NOT to talk is as important as WHEN to talk.
You can only run from the truth for so long.
Sometimes we have to choose between what we really WANT&what we really NEED.
Remember the way you felt.
Do I laugh or wet myself?
Why do we value failure more than success?Why do we concentratevmore on failure?
Unless you take the chance,you're never gonna find out&that's hard to live with.
The farther back you can look,the farther forward you can see.
Before you embark on a journey of revenge,dig TWO graves.
Genetics load the gun,physchology aims it&environment pulls the trigger.
Just how far down this rathole do you wanna go?
The more a monkey climbs,the more you can see its @ss.
Never p!ss in someones else's sandbox.
Never sh!t where you eat
Once a risk turns into regret,it's too late.
Fear leads to anger,anger leads to hate&hate leads to suffering.
Pain happens when you care
Truth divides people.Always.

Why bury the hatchet if you're gonna put up a grave marker?
Once a woman forgives a man she must not reheat his sins for breakfast.
Some people know the cost of everything &the value of nothing.
Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge&the final form of love.
Hanging onto anger will burn you.

Still waiting..

The wall of doubt and fragmented knowledge is a barrier most people struggle to overcome, most people are unaware of the wall and tend to slam into it. The wall is usually invisible to the oblivious, some rarely notice it's existence, they either learn from it's mistake and avoid it altogether or they continue to slam into it. It normally appears when people doubt the truth or they forget what they just learned and force the story teller to loop, rewind and explain themselves again. They often have a habit of fabricating beliefs when they slam into the wall, you can either believe in the truth or move on from the lies constructed.Dismay and confusion is normally coupled with the wall further bringing uncertainty to the mind listening to the truth or story being told....
My story is never going to end till here...Hope I have the will power to move on in life and forget about the past and have a happy ending at some point.Hope the things that I'm waiting for will happen and come true cause I'm not going to give up Right now. I just need someone to hold my back and wipe the tears from my eyes and say that everything is going to be okay.