So its almost end of the year and its another year of crap ;) I can't complain about it too much since a lot of things that happen to me this year was just really bad.People close to me stabbed me right in the back and all I did was just walk away far as possible so they wont do it again..I know everything that you're trying to do and I don't give a crap about it,worst part is you lost my trust and I'm going to act like I care about you and make you realize what you did to me was the biggest mistake.You're good at putting a good show in front of everyone but guess what I'm not good as you and I'll never be like you,I have a heart and I'll never hurt anyone or back stabbed them like what you did to me ;)
Life is a cold path I walked, I tripped and fell many times on, some hold my hand clamming to help me up just to twist that hand later, some walked on me, others passed by and stare, some just said sorry that happened! You are too beautiful to fall then walked away, others took my fall as an opportunity to stab me in the back, but at the end I always push myself and walk knowing along the path I will trip I will fall and will always walk with my head held up high and a big smile on my face.
Forget about destroying my life cause I just got to know the real you and I'm going to keep my distance from you and let you see that my life is a thousand times better then yours.I may look like a weak freak but I ain't stupid to forget about everything and let it go,keep playing dumb and I'll show you how to be a real jerk ;)
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Saturday, December 14, 2013
Hmmmm
It's weird knowing that one day you're madly in love with this guy then u wake up the next morning like it was just a dream.Have you ever wonder what happen between us??I still think about it till today,I mean when we were dating you never really look for me when you need help or talk to me when you needed someone to talk too...
I was there all those times with you but you put your friends first and me right at the side,I don't care if you are close with you're friends but my arms were always open for you but you push it and close it and act like I was never in the picture,but I still waited and waited for you to talk to me or at least treat me as one of your friend and that never happen in a million years.
Today I was so shock to know that you open up to me about your problems and ask for my advise after a long time ever since the break up..Why are you doing this now?? Don't you think it's a little too late for that now?? You told me that you're upset that your girlfriend left you without a reason and you can't take the pain and it hurts so badly...I use to be in the same place that you're in now ;) but I decided to move on and let it go for good.
I may not be the best person to look for advise but one thing I can promise you I won't leave a friend helpless and in tears.If you need me you know where to find me and please don't be scared to talk to me ;) I hope you move on and find someone new cause to get a perfect relationship you need to love who you are before you promise to love someone else :)
I was there all those times with you but you put your friends first and me right at the side,I don't care if you are close with you're friends but my arms were always open for you but you push it and close it and act like I was never in the picture,but I still waited and waited for you to talk to me or at least treat me as one of your friend and that never happen in a million years.
Today I was so shock to know that you open up to me about your problems and ask for my advise after a long time ever since the break up..Why are you doing this now?? Don't you think it's a little too late for that now?? You told me that you're upset that your girlfriend left you without a reason and you can't take the pain and it hurts so badly...I use to be in the same place that you're in now ;) but I decided to move on and let it go for good.
I may not be the best person to look for advise but one thing I can promise you I won't leave a friend helpless and in tears.If you need me you know where to find me and please don't be scared to talk to me ;) I hope you move on and find someone new cause to get a perfect relationship you need to love who you are before you promise to love someone else :)
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Live it
Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.Everything happens for a reason.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart and eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before and actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.
Tell yourself that you are a great person and believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.Never look back at the past all you got to do is keep walking..
and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.Everything happens for a reason.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart and eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before and actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.
Tell yourself that you are a great person and believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.Never look back at the past all you got to do is keep walking..
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