New school..

Its been a busy week in school but so far so good as being the new student.Even I'm in the first class I don't feel the pressure cause my classmates are all freaking crazy,wired,funny,talented (I'm serious about their talent),awesome and last but not least they are happy go lucky...There is not a day I stay in my class without laughing my ass off.The guys in my class are just too sweet and the worst part is they sweet talk to much,well its just to hard to avoid it.The first day I step foot into the class everyone was looking at me like I'm some kind of monster who has invaded their class,as time passes one by one came up to me and started talking then everything was going good.The girls are sweet but not all...as always they will be the mean and badass one in the class..
My class teacher calls us her children,they way she talks and treat them is something you can never see anywhere..She is a mom to 35 kids in my class and one awesome lady who understands teenagers to well.I'm just new here and I'm getting to know everyone well,hope is goes well trough out the year for me cause I'm enjoying my last year of high school with some bunch of people who I just got to know this few days...

-High school life might not be bad after all,you just need a little laughter,love and a open heart and it will turn out to be the best year of high school you had.

*FingersCrossed*

-Start your day with a smile and end it with a smile =)

Hiding the tears??

Every morning I wear a mask on my face
Determined to hide that I'm truly afraid
And nobody knows the truth in my lies
All the nights I've laid with tears in my eyes


And still they think they know me so well
That I'm happy and proud and they always can tell
That I've always shined like a tiny pearl
But I'm just a scared, unconfident girl
I show courage and appear to be strong
But that's just to stop questions from being asked far too long


As I sink to the bottom of a very dark hole
I feel like I can't let anyone know
It's my burden not theirs, I can deal with the load
But sometimes I wish I didn't feel so alone

The mask on my face is starting to fade
And I'm worried to find I'll be left and betrayed
If everyone knew the real me underneath
All my laughter and smiles with teeth


The sad little girl who can no longer fake a smile
Who can no longer walk the extra mile
The girl who watches all her dreams die
With sorrow she can no longer hide

So the mask must stay on
For who knows how long
To hide all the misery and fear
And cover it all with happiness and cheer


-Everyone may think my life is perfect but guess what they are wrong about it...I know where i stand right now.

thank you..

So here is the first part of my gift...Its nothing big but its my way of saying thank you for  being my friend when I needed one,I may not know you for years but it did felt like years cause the way you talk and cheer me up when I'm down...It was always easy for me to talk to you about anything and I still don't know why..Your wired,awesome,cute,sweet,crazy sometimes and PERFECT!!! XD don't you ever dare to change that in you XP

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty,a friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.A friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on.A friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you don't need to worry. You have a friend.That awesome friend is you Mr.Ashvin Puvaneswaran thank you nigga!!

-The reason I said there is a second gift is because I want you to trust me that I'm coming back and I'm going to be the same girl and I'm never going to change not even for the world cause being my self is the best thing I did so far in life.

-People say friends are hard to find -- that's because the best is already mine! XD

one final fight

Sometimes in our life ,when 'somewhere deep inside' we start believing that the goal we have set is unrealistic; when we are not able to put in the hard work with the same passion as we used to; when instead of striving forward on the path to our goal , we just anyhow hang on to it; when although we have a constant smile on our face to fool the world the world and more importantly fool ourselves, but 'somewhere deep inside' we are crying; when all types of problem surround us & we are on the verge of giving up............at that moment tell yourself that you were definitely a champion at some moment that is why you had a big goal for your life.Just pick yourself up & tell yourself that you'll give "one final fight".Losing is acceptable but losing without giving a fight is not acceptable.Even if you go down,go down fighting.Whenever you feel the same again just tell yourself that you are a champion & you'll give "one final fight" with full vigour,enthusiasm,passion & will never go down without a fight, like a loser.Keep the 'fighter' inside you always alive for that "one final fight".