back again???

There I was sitting in starbucks having a cup of coffee and It was so wired to know that I totally forgot about my first love aka first boyfriend.As always I go there on weekends and I was having this wired feeling for the pass few days and I don't know why...well this feeling went off after seeing him that day.I was just sitting there with a cup of coffee and talking to my friend then he walk up to my table and ask me "are you unitaa" I'm like "yeah do I know you??" he was laughing and "its me nick your first love and boyfriend" that moment my memories all just came flashing back to my eyes and I was like "oh you..how are you doing??"

It felt so awkward that moment when we started talking about each other.The memories all lost when I met my new boyfriend,its like I never met my ex before this and that was how it was for me,now when he is back  and I just saw him face to face I just hope it don't get any wired or what so ever...He was just an old book now I have a new book which has no ending to it and that is going to be my last book of my sweet little life :3...

The worst part is he is staying right near my house and its just a few doors away and that is what I'm not really happy about.He came this morning to ask me to go for walking with him so freaking early -__- but lucky my mum thinks I'm still sleeping that time,when I was wide awake P.S its been 3 days I slept or close my eyes,lets leave that aside and get to my point..so,I really need to start avoiding him and ignore him like I have never met him and that is the right thing to do now.I don't want to start anything ever again.

-A relationship is not based on the length of time you spent together, its based on the foundation you built together...

Ex boyfriends??

Listen here I don't want to get back with you after what the hell you said about me and yet I tried to safe our relationship last time,It was the biggest mistake of my life, it was just a waste of time loving you and giving you everything....I'm not some kind of bitch where you can ditch and go,well guess what I can find a guy 100 times better then you for sure,I'm a girl with a good heart and offers anything to people.I have never felt sad for leaving you it was the right thing to do,I never regret a thing at all and it was your lost for leaving me.Don't ever think that I will get back with you in a million years.

Don't talk trash to me okay????I'm just not that girl that you are looking for and I WILL NEVER BE THAT GIRL,go and find someone else to entertain you or be that girl for the day.I look for a guy who loves me just the way I am and don't talk trash to me.Just because I did not accept your proposal yesterday you got mad and try to get revenge on me????damn you really need to get a life,you really want to get your revenge??? FORGET IT AND KEEP DREAMING..!!!

This is for you :
Majority of the guys are douche bags,be it of any age, country or class. They might not show it now and act perfect but will show their colours in the coming time. Almost all  my guy friends or the known ones have done something that could easily screw their relationship for good. The best part is you get to hear amazing concepts about why they did so. well some have also advised me to go for it, funny isn't it. now, i am not big shot relationship adviser but i would give you some tips that i gave my girl friends.

rule no 1. - never ever go for his words, but for actions.
rule no 2. - the first impression is a wrong impression.
rule no 3. - observe & analyse before falling for him.
rule no 4. - If he talk trash he is an asshole
rule no 5. - be his friend first. if your personalities gel up, only then move forward.
I realized a lot when my best friend had to bear some traumatic experiences. Go for a guy who really loves for the person you are. my same friend once quoted ''guys go for looks but girls go for a guys heart''. don't go just go for looks, maybe there is a guy who really cares for you. Give him a chance to impress you, you never know when lightening could strike. what has happened to the sanity of relationships, i see a rise in the number of divorces and increase in infidelity.You guys are running the damn show. Never ever lose hope, if you do ... remember this planet is doomed. RELATIONSHIP IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SCIENCE OR ECONOMICS.

Finally 16..

Finally I turn 16 on 13 November 2012 and it turn out to be the best birthday for me..I had everyone I love with me.I did not throw a big party or what so ever cause I did not want any of it,I just want it simple and the most important thing is everyone is there for my special day.I had a fight with my mum cause I know that she is planning to have a big party which I don't want,Finally she listen to me and plan what I want for the first time in my birthday history (thank you mum)...The best part about birthday it was on deepavali (Indian celebration) and it was on Tuesday aka the day I was brought to this earth.It was really special for me on that day ^_^

That cake up there is done by my brother who is not really a good beaker but he finally made something which is not burn and it can be eaten,the best part is he did not burn down the kitchen.That cake was given to me in bed,I open my eyes and I saw my family standing in my room with big smiles (that was creepy) on theirs faces I woke up blow all the candles...It was the best morning for me as I was the princess for the day.I thought that it was until there but it was till midnight,there were alot of gifts (I still never open yet)

That was my real birthday cake (from the bakery) and it tasted so good.That was from my parents (thank you guys)..I'm thankful for the family I have and I love you guys with all my heart and there is nothing more I could ask for....They say birthday wishes come true so I made a wish,hope it happens *KeepingFingersCross* if it does come true will say what was my wish.Looks like my 16 birthday turn out to be a day I would never forget in my life.Not a single tear drop from my eyes on this day.

I already move on and I'm ready to start fresh with everything and I'm freaking sure that I totally forgot what we use to have 3 years back.I'm much more happy with my boyfriend now and there is nothing else I want from him but his never ending love for me.

-Being happy doesn't mean you're perfect. It just means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

A new friend..

There I was sitting in bed at the hospital and I met this guy named jay jay who is fighting his life trough cancer.He is has given up in his life and he thinks he is useless and cant even do a thing by him self but guess what you are wrong about that,you fighting trough cancer is something very big and not everyone can do it you are the only one who can do it and that is up to you if you are willing to fight for your life..I get it that your girlfriend broke up with you because she heard that you are having cancer, leave that aside and think that you have a wonderful family and friends to support you all the way to the top.Its not your lost that your girlfriend left you that is her lost for breaking up with you.As far as I know you have inspired me in a way that sickness is nothing without putting up a fight with your life and that is something very great to me.

I'm happy to know that I manage to put a smile on your face when you did not even want to laugh or smile. Look at the bright side you got a long way to go,so stop thinking about ending your life before god could even take your life.Single or not single just try to enjoy life as it is,don't ever let anyone to put you down or destroy your happiness cause everything is in your hands and its up to you to make it to be the best life.No matter how hard life gets always put your head up and smile and never let a single tear drop to come down your eyes only tears should joy should fill your eyes.

I may be just a new friend you met but look at the bright side I manage to cheer you up with my lame jokes and not so lame story (I guess)....Be happy all the time and stay strong ^_^
I hope you enjoy reading my blog and yeah I finally done blogging about you like you asked me too ;D

-The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

Truly From,
unitaa (your new friend)