This week was such a mess...I'm going crazy and I don't know what am I even doing,I'm basically I'm like a lost puppy who it trying to find the way back home.Sometimes I wish I could just go somewhere far and don't ever come home for ever.Everyone thinks my life is so perfect but guess what they are wrong about it.
There is one I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
The worst thing that sucks is that i can give good advise and convince my friends not to do something stupid and make them feel good about them self but I cant convince myself or stand up myself,I feel like I'm too weak to do anything.I can tell you one thing that I'm the type of girl who hides everything from everyone and always put a smile on my face and be there for my family and friends cause if they are happy then I'm happy...the only thing that keeps me going is my friends and family.
I use to have dreams that my boyfriend is the perfect guy for me,unfortunately all that dreams has fade away just with a blink of an eye.I try really hard to keep my relationship going but it did not work it only made it worst and made me feel like reaping my heart out.. then I told myself why on earth should I do that just for one stupid guy who did not mean anything to me anymore in my life and I was sure that there will be a guy who out there for me and guess what I just found him and its still in the process,if he can put a smile everyday on my face and see the worst of me then I'm 100% sure that he deserved the best from me.
I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
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