Just think about it...

Behind all that smiles and laughter its full of tears,pain,sadness and being hurt a lot.I'm good at hiding it from everyone around me,I'm used to being hurt by most people.I maybe the girl who gets everything she wants but something I want the most is really hard to get and it cannot be bought with money or anything else.Is it wrong to ask god for happiness which last for a long time???Peoples happiness are also my happiness,I try really hard to please them and make them happy.

In my life, I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've missed, I've hurt, I've trusted, I've made mistakes, but most of all, I've learned.You are the single most important person in my life. One thing I have come to realize is that love is not always happiness. There are tears, anger confusion, fears, but at the same time there are smiles, laughter, joys, and understanding. All of those things can happen. That's why love is such an emotional thing. You can feel so many different emotions at the same time. That's why it's so overwhelming. But I know one thing ... I would not take back any single thing. Everything that has happened between us happened for some reason.

I hope you are reading this...I'm the kind of girl who will never LISTEN to anyone but her self,I could not care less about what people say to me cause ITS MY LIFE AND ITS MY CHOICE.I have every right to do what ever I want with my life all I need is my family and friends to guide me and then I'm on my own.I don't care how bad your past was but you got to learn how to move on and start a fresh start cause life is one hack of a crazy game that god has created which you got to be smart enough figured out the game and keep playing till the end...through out the game you will go through a lot of pain,sadness,getting hurt,being loved,laughter and most of all is happiness.You have lost 4 people in your life that you loved and cared about,don't you ever thought about making them proud or used all the advise they have given you to make your life better???I could not care less if you hate me but I'm just going to go ahead and tell what you need to know.


-My soul is imprinted with the names and images of those who helped me when life was at it's darkest.