Saturday, November 24, 2012

back again???

There I was sitting in starbucks having a cup of coffee and It was so wired to know that I totally forgot about my first love aka first boyfriend.As always I go there on weekends and I was having this wired feeling for the pass few days and I don't know why...well this feeling went off after seeing him that day.I was just sitting there with a cup of coffee and talking to my friend then he walk up to my table and ask me "are you unitaa" I'm like "yeah do I know you??" he was laughing and "its me nick your first love and boyfriend" that moment my memories all just came flashing back to my eyes and I was like "oh you..how are you doing??"

It felt so awkward that moment when we started talking about each other.The memories all lost when I met my new boyfriend,its like I never met my ex before this and that was how it was for me,now when he is back  and I just saw him face to face I just hope it don't get any wired or what so ever...He was just an old book now I have a new book which has no ending to it and that is going to be my last book of my sweet little life :3...

The worst part is he is staying right near my house and its just a few doors away and that is what I'm not really happy about.He came this morning to ask me to go for walking with him so freaking early -__- but lucky my mum thinks I'm still sleeping that time,when I was wide awake P.S its been 3 days I slept or close my eyes,lets leave that aside and get to my point..so,I really need to start avoiding him and ignore him like I have never met him and that is the right thing to do now.I don't want to start anything ever again.

-A relationship is not based on the length of time you spent together, its based on the foundation you built together...

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