Today has turn out to be the worst day,my brother set up a date with my ex boyfriend and he did not even tell me that I was going for lunch with him.I thought that it was only going to be me my bro and his girlfriend but turns out that the lunch was for me to give him another chance to makes things works again.
I'm so freaking sick of giving another chance to people who cant even make the second one right.Jut give me a fucking reason why the hell you want to get back???I don't ask for much all I ask you to do is leave me alone,3 years has past and I have moved on from everything.It hurts but I took a step forward and made some changes in myself and I feel good about it.I wasted every tear drop on people who don't care about me anymore.
I ALWAYS put peoples happiness first then mine will be the last thing to do,what I do for my family and friends makes me happy and that is good enough for me.To me my friends and family is very important in my life cause without them I would be nothing in life.I also thank god for the awesome family and friends that he gave me with them around I feel happy.
Before all this dating happen I was the most happiest teen,I was enjoying my life.The friends and family I had was awesome.Then one day I felt so lonely and I wanted to date a guy like my friends,so I decided to find a guy for me and also to feel that feeling of being loved by someone.I found my first love and it felt so nice to have that feeling of being loved by someone.After 3 years of dating we broke up for a reason and that time was the hardest time for me.As time past I got over it and moved on.
Now I'm dating an new guy who is so sweet,trust god,give me advise,love me for who I am and most of all he love me the most.I do love him alot but things are getting hard for me and him,first problem is I'm leaving the country,my ex boyfriend is going to be in the same place where I'm going to be and my brother is hoping for me to get back with my ex boyfriend cause my brother thinks he is a good guy and he deserved another chance.I know I did not fight with my ex for anything and I broke up with him because of my friend,but I have moved on and I'm with someone else.
When you love someone, you’ve got to trust them. There’s no other way. You’ve got to give them the key to everything that’s yours. Otherwise, what’s the point?...for now I'm taking one step at the time to open up to him and trust him fully....I think its worth to give it a shot.
Now I got to choose weather to leave him or go to Canada for good and forget about everything here in malaysia and start over and my brother promise me that everything will be fine if I leave everything behind.
I always tell myself this...
“I know it seems hard sometimes but I got to remember one thing. Through every dark night, there’s a bright day after that. So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out, keep your head up… and handle it
When you love someone, you’ve got to trust them. There’s no other way. You’ve got to give them the key to everything that’s yours. Otherwise, what’s the point?...for now I'm taking one step at the time to open up to him and trust him fully....I think its worth to give it a shot.
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