Its been weeks since I updated my blog..Well I have been busy with my visa in Singapore.I just got home friday (7/12/2012) and I did not get enough sleep through out my trip till today *yawning*.Singapore was really nice cause I did a lot of shopping till my bag was to full.I bought a lot of novel and its all vampire stories and some books about life.Mom did a lot of clothes shopping and the best part was I went out with my sister to orchard road for shopping and it was really fun we had fun go going shopping alone without anyone to tell us what to buy and not to buy...Let's leave all that aside and talk about what really happen there....
Ever since I plan to go back to Canada everything is getting really hard for me and I don't know what to do about it,I just feel like throwing everything and running away somewhere.I got so many things to to tell my boyfriend and I don't know where to start telling him.Problems keep coming and it has no ending to it and I'm freaking tired of all this crap.The worst part my parents are driving me crazy with my studies and they are messing up my relationship again,I don't know how long more I can take it I'm so freaking serious -_-
I freaking get it that you guys like my ex and I cant stop you but one thing you should know that I don't like him anymore and I will never have feelings for him.
I use to love the guy who you people think that is perfect for me but now its different,his no one to me and I'm no one tho him.I was really happy cause I totally forgot that I loved him,now he stays near my house and he is coming to Canada at the same time as me???is this some kind of joke???Every where I go he is there waiting to talk to me and I'm avoiding and showing him faces which I'm so sick of doing it again and again.I really don't have feelings anymore for him its gone for good.
-The hardest part in ending a relationship is not the feeling of letting go, but going through every damn day and having to remember it.
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