Its Christmas eve and my house is upside down and I'm relaxing in my room and packing my clothes to leave to Singapore.I guess this is my last Christmas in Malaysia and I'm going to make this as the best Christmas I had *KeepingMyFingersCross* everything should go well and I want to put everything away and just enjoy it.The tree is going to be up tonight and I can't wait till morning to open up the gifts *BeingAFreakingKid* well everyone is a kid when it comes to Christmas gifts XD.
I can't have something anymore which is him,so I have something to say to you:
hey, Merry Christmas..
my Christmas wish for you is that you'll be happy.. I hope you're happy, i want you to be happy so you can stop minding me.. okay? i'll be fine as i told you when i cried that night cause i knew i was gonna screw up and i was gonna lose you, i know i don't deserve you, and you told me that it wouldn't happen. you told me to forget about it and focus on the happy thoughts today.. but now you've gone away. one night you told me that i didn't know how special i was you told me that you would die for me, i was so confused cause why would a guy like you like someone like me ..so then you showed me that you really cared
told me that you'd always be there and you were there all trough out and I will never forget what ever we had it was something big as in a best gift I had,thanks to you get to feel of being loved for 6 months and 21 days.Hope you have a wonderful Christmas with someone who deserves you.
Remember that you ask me what I mean *I'm sorry...it won't happen again* well,you won't go trough any fights with me anymore cause we won't be seeing or talking to each other for a long time or maybe forever..:)
-Merry Christmas
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